I hate myself
It's a vicious cycle...
I just see happy people, friends, couples...
and I just want to kill myself
I can't do anything right, I just fuck everything up
I don't have any social skills -
and I can't make male or female friends...
It leads to desperation
It makes me feel like I'm a waste of space
I've tried therapy, anti-depressants etc

Nothing works, it's just a waste...
I've felt like this for a long time
and I don't know why I try
I've tried for so long...I'm just... tired of trying...
I'm sorry~